Number Two.

A year has passed now
Since I last wrote to you
And I've still kept my vow
Say hello to Number Two
A lot has happened little sister
Scary changes and big decisions
I know your life feels like a twister
So I'll let you on a little confession

The world may feel as if it's against you
But never let them make you fall
Stick to your heart and you'll be true
For there'll be a time when you're no longer small
I have deep faith in your ability
How you'll turn out to be so valuable
You'll be sitting on mountains with your credibility
Your life will be everyone's shining symbol
This is poem number two
Of the nine that I will write
Keep it for when I bid you adieu
Keep it for when all things turn into night...

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Letter to Zionist.

I wonder how your childhood was
I wonder if you lived life to the fullest
I wonder if you had to face any qualms
I wonder if you experienced any conquest
You trained hard for this battle
The powerful adrenaline you seek
The strength, the honour, you prattle
These targets were nothing but meek
It was very easy, wasn't it?
To hunt them in their homes
Their carcasses nothing but a thing to spit
On; but at least you snatched your goal
You utter lies to the world
Your honour built on this conspiracy
Towards the targets lips will curl
Your victory comenced so cowardly
''3 of ours killed, 40 of yours died''
Noun verses verb
Clever word play and so many cried
You succeeded in your act to perturb
I bet you were really proud
When you heard about the deaths
An infant, a pregnant woman, such a huge crowd
These killings go on with no regrets
Do you not halt when you see their fear?
Do you not quake when you see their pain?
On what road do you plan to steer?
On what platform do you seek to gain?
I see the flag of Palestine
Throughout this pain and chaos
Hope and courage is so benign
Because the world will clear this mess
We'll clean away the red blood that darkened the skies
We'll re-build their lives and the green foundations of their land
Soon it'll be your turn to cry
For your black heart will no longer stand.

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

For April.

I have six cousins your age

All small and full of innocence
So of course I was engaged
By your sudden disappearance
I felt everyone's pain

Lodged tight in my throat
Our sanity we contained

Because we all had hope
I hoped for your return

And your mummy to hold you tight
Your sister's reaction loving but stern

Since you had given everyone a fright
So when mum texted me during a lecture
Stating the change in your case

I felt my hope had been captured
Leaving without a hint of trace

I pictured each of my cousins
And felt the tears flow down

My heart had been so stricken

My smile turned into a frown

I recite your story to all six
And watch the fear in their eyes

How they can't understand the tricks

And why you had said goodbye
But they don't understand; so I explain
How you haven't drifted apart
We mustn't feel the loss, the pain
Because you'll always be living in everyone's hearts

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Dabbling in drawing...

Kay

Barnabas

Ava

  Attempted to draw my pet bird Tamba

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Pheonix

I prepare my take off
I spread my wings wide
Get ready it's the final stop
No longer will I hide
I'm a star born to be famous
Watch me as I spread my wings
Watch me as I rise in status
Cutting off the Master's strings
I'll let go of the all the bad words
And titter along the edge
Your spite that had me stirred
You gave me your pledge
I'm getting ready now
My limbs locked with anticipation
No play, no foul
Kiss away the trepidation
I jump now, soaring through the sky
My body free from my choking skin
But what is this, now? Another lie?
Stopping me from this justified win
My skin chokes me once more
The numbness in my heart I kindle
I'm a phoenix right to the core
So I'll just jump again from that window

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Dreamer.

A slumber amongst the clouds
An odyssey to the moon
An innocent's spirit,
So quiet, but so loud
His youth has been crushed so soon.
A frolic through the stars
A short nap under the sun
A reckoning came,
Through the strings of the laws

Making her a life a pun.
A deception so severe
It caused such strife
Lonely were the tears
As they fell towards the knife
An artificial smile
Conjured out of spite
That swims with its denial
Is what blackened this night
Her pun is punishable
His life re-attachable
Their reason is warrantable
For their faith is formidable...

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Ghost.

The similarities scare me
A wraith of the past
Emotions spilling out free
But, for how long will it last?
I feel the butterflies
How they rattle the cages
Knowing they'd soon die
For this feeling's just in stages
It'll seem to blossom at first
Its roots nurtured with love
Yet, it'll still be cursed
For nothing will fill its thirst
It'll try to claw it's way out
And speak my mute words
Hoping then that I will shout
And you'd realize what'd occured 

How I suddenly fell for you
My heart leading the way
I did not welcome this breakthrough
But, yet, I still let it stay
I'm afraid of the hurt I'll receive
Knowing you're not my protector
So why do I still think I'll achieve?
And finally allow the butterfly,

To come out and drink the nectar?

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Monster.

A revelation found through innocence
A betrayal found through heartache
The sequence of despair is no coincidence
The years of trepidation is our stake
We run it through our chests in angst
Stretching our artificial smiles
And ignoring all the moments you've vexed
Our days stretching out like miles
An accusation forged through lies
A story conjured out of spite
The animal never heeds to our cries
It enjoys the ultimatum of our fights
'tis really is a horror story
One that none will endeavour
For the foundation is far too gory
Our nightmare continues on forever.

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

On love for the mother's pride...

You were always there for me 

You fed, bathed, and took care
From your soul I was set free
But, we'll always be a great pair
Our thoughts are connected
You know what is best for me
Your knowledge so respected
Your beauty we clearly see
Gifted with strong intuition
Nothing will ever be hidden
Your life is my ambition
My words to be forgiven
I take advantage of you
Forget how important you are
Maybe one day I'll have a breakthrough
But by then you'd be too far
I just want you to know
How much I appreciate
That you went with the flow
And never asked to reciprocate
You've made too many sacrifises
Now it's our turn to bother
I know this one day won't suffice
But I'll start off by saying
You're a wonderful mother

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Odyssey

The weird kid sat in the corner
With baggy clothes and wild stench
His dark secret, his past, oh the horror
The temptation to leer is our quench
We write the paths of his life
Punch, Kick, Smirk, now you're gone
His mind torn by this strife
Yet, we just carry on
We don't see the line of limit
We don't see the depth of the gash
Our words spill out like a filthy habit
Our actions made him feel like trash
Was it any different at home?
Was there no sense of sanctuary?
On what foundation have you grown?
For how long will this life be dreary?
But he's found a way to become famous
In the company of his dark corners
With a rope and loop he commits the heinous
And in the end it's us who become the mourners

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Cockatiel

My life is akin to my pet bird
Its cage so lonely and cosmic
The purpose of it so absurd
His poor little life full of conflict
He watches the world, dreaming of hope
And wonders if there'll be an escape
To a place where he can still cope
And master the tricks of his fate
So he waits and taps the bars
And sometimes someone would set him free
Where he'd fly out; reaching for the stars
His heart soaring as he tries to flee
But something always halts his movements
He remembers the love we gave him
How we acknowledged his brilliance
And so, his thoughts are no longer grim
However, he's still left brooding
And his sad thoughts will return once more

Back to haunt him with a powerful sting
For the pain has reached down to his core

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

My pet bird Tamba

My Town.

My town is so old and broken
Because she was astrayed to abuse
Fear and violence is our token
Our forefathers, our excuse
We thrash her with our actions
We pierce her with our words
Our joy through meaningless infractions
Our youth, tarnished and cursed
We consume the poison of drugs
We relish in daily battles
Why must we turn into thugs?
Why must we succumb like a cattle?
We cannot see the depths of her wounds
How she weeps and wishes
For her children to turn away from this doom
And to be clear of all the blemishes
And yet, I see the real beauty
In the eyes of our innocent
The earth we protect, our duty
Our hearts so big, it's benevolent
We greet each other with a beer
And connect through different urbanites
Our perception so deep and sincere
Because we are one community
And so my town waits and watches
She sees past all the greed and pain
Hoping we'll clear from all the blotches
Because in the end,
Her love will not be in vain

.x Wandering Daydreamer x.

Malteser

Birthday present for Amaal :)

She's special and unique
She's humble and funny
In a way she's magnifique
Our precious little honey
She's from many backgrounds
But she fits in so well
She'll turn up that small frown
And pick you up from when you fell
She's trustworthy and kind
Our link and friendship so fond
And sometimes you will find
That inside she's a little blonde
But that's okay I guess
Because she is a great gal
And my love is no less
For my special friend Amaal

x. Wandering Daydreamer .x

Pandora

 Poem I made for my best friend, Haleema Tee :)

She's so easily misunderstood
Since she doesn't smile for the world
They think she's strange, but deep down she's good
So beautiful and clever this girl
Intution masked by dark wide eyes
Lips painted red and skin ghostly white
So quiet, I never heard her cry
So strong this girl; she won't stop this fight
She'll raise her head high and feel so proud
She'll thwart your envy and your malice
Emerging a hero from the crowd
A queen born from the golden palace
She'll ignore your petty little lies
She'll prove herself with so much zeal
Brave soldier who will no longer cry
Because in the end she was real

.x Wandering Daydreamer x. 

Little Sibling

She's quiet for a reason
This little girl inside
She doesn't mean for this treason
For too much has she cried
She watches and dreams so much
Blinded she's been with false truth
She yearns for your comforting touch
So why'd you crush her youth?
She aspires to be like you
Her true hero you are
But wishing this is her taboo
Because she's dreamt too far
Now she sits and wonders why
She was so different
Was it that she never did try
To become brilliant?

.x Wandering Daydreamer x. 

Girl Missing

Can't you see the evil here?
You were my trust my anchor
Why can't you feel my fear?
Can't you see it's gone darker?
We were so close, our bond strong
I was happy to share everything
But now that bond has gone
The loss hurts like a bee sting
It'll sting me once and then die
The pain'll stay and then go
But it'll still make me cry
For the cut has gone so low
I can never look at you the same
It'll hurt no matter how much you try
Your stupidity will go on with no aim
The sting will fade, but it'll never say goodbye

 x. Wandering Daydreamer .x